| ON MY HEALTH -- x-posted everywhere |
[20 Jun 2009|09:59am] |
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Oh fuck, oh fuck, oh fuck, oh fuck.... Church, you're not calming me down. ><;;;
Okay, so..... This morning I got told that there could be something ELSE that's making me sick, and really, none of this is very good.... But so far, here's the things it COULD be.....
Peptic Ulcer: This is what my doctor said I had, the one time I got to see her and she looked at me for it. She prescribed me Zantac for it, which I take twice a day, and doesn't really do much.
FSC - FireSafe Cigarettes: I'll admit it, I'm a social smoker. Basically, that means I end up sharing about 4 cigarettes a day with Michi, which equals out to about two a day for me. If you are a smoker, DO NOT BUY THESE. We didn't know about the switch until someone told us, so we had been smoking them before and while I was sick. After switching back and buying only Non-FSC, we've started feeling a bit better.
E.Coli: A while ago, but as I recall after I had already been sick, Mattigan got some cookie dough in a tub from the store and let me have some in a bowl. Yesterday we got a phone call about it, and today it's in the newspaper that they're recalling that brand of cookie dough because it's been causing cases of E.Coli.
I need to get to the damn doctor, dude. Looking at some of this stuff is just scary.
Coinciding symptoms include:
- Heartburn (though not as frequent with Zantac)
- Nausea
- Vomiting
- No Apetite
- Abdominal Pain
- Fatigue
At HealthLine.com, putting those symptoms into their search brings up over 20 different illnesses that it could be. And you know what the top two are? Peptic Ulcer and E.Coli. x_x;;;
Bloody hell, I'm so scared. x_x;;;
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AND NOW FOR A WORD FROM OUR SPONSORS
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A friend/mentor/idol of mine on LJ, Kalika Maxwell, has recently published a book, and I'd like to plug it for her, because she's been a sweetheart to me while I've been sick. I know her writing is good, because she's one of my favorite fanfic authors, EVAR. Link to her adpost for it: HERE ---- Go check it out, read the short story, and if you're digging it, $5 for a book isn't that bad. IT HAS BUTTSEX AND SPACE PIRATES. What more do you need? XD
I plan on reading it while I'm bedridden to cheer me up a bit. *gush* I'm so proud of her! I've got to get Michi writing with me soon. If all I'm good for recently is laying around and being amusing, the least I could do is write it down. XD;; Bre-chan, wherever you are, I want to know about how your writing is going, too!!
God, actually, I'd like to hear how ALOT of people are doing.... I'm so out of the loop. u_u;;;
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| Still Not Dead, But Apparently Working On It..... |
[16 Jun 2009|09:02pm] |
Still sick.... I have some sort of stomach problem or something.... Not really sure, since my medical expired after my first two visits.... Been mostly laying around feeling miserable and trying not to be sick.... Kinda sucks, because a normal day for me is like: Nutritional Shake >> Meds >> Vanilla Yogurt + Granola Bar >> Dinner >> Meds --- I can't hardly eat anything. x_x;;
If I was feeling better, I'd probably be trying to get stuff together for my schooling, since I was promised a laptop if I do.... It sucks, because I'd love to. I want to learn and write and all this other stuff... I have a few really neat fic ideas floating around in my mind, but.... I just don't have the means or the energy to really do something...
I'm thinking of copypasta-ing parts of this and writing more later about life stuff at my other journal, since this one was supposed to originally be for creative writing, guilty pleasures of fandom, and overall fun.....
Also, some of my RP stuff is going in such an interesting direction that I almost wanna write it.... I mean.... Alot of the main plot development at the moment is leading to one of those AU-type "this is how it was in the CoS/Movie!world" type things... If I ever write any of it out, it could be pretty cool.
I wish my mom would let me borrow her laptop more often so I could write more. u_u;;;
Thank you, those of you who have wondered where I dropped off to.
I'll be alive and back soon, I hope.
Been watching FMA:B weekly with the rest of the house, but we haven't watched the most recent one yet. I'm getting impatient with it, too, because I think it's getting to parts that I really wanted to see.
Also, I found another fic series that I feel the need to plug, because it's good:
MirrorWorld by ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) ketita
Though I'm sure people have already seen it, because they're more in the loop than me. XD;;
I got my girlfriend hooked on it, too, so now we both wait for updates. XD
How funny is it that lately I've been updating my LJ with info before my IJ....?
Odd, since, as far as I know, there's maybe like 3 people who might read this. >>;;
Not like I have many people on my other journal, either.... God, I'm so private. XD
So, aside from being all sickly and stuff.... I'm still here. <3
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| NOT DEAD, PROMISE!!! XD |
[21 Mar 2009|02:59pm] |
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You see, the thing that's been happening is..... Life is gay. XD;;
We've had money troubles deaths, injuries, and just about everything else that could go wrong has gone wrong in the last year.... x_x;;; The internet keeps dying due to lack of fundage, and.... Oh, god, IDK, but I'm not dead!!
As soon as things settle down, I plan to get back on here and check up on Kalika's fics, because.... It just must be done. XD;;; I have alot of them saved to my HD so I can go back through them when the net's off, too....
I'm absolutely ecstatic that there's gonna be a new FMA anime.... I bet it was all us internet whiners who made it happen, too, since there was alot of us who were like "Hay gaiz, follow manga!!" -- Though I don't hate the first anime or the movie.... It just, when you look at how the original author did things, and how they put it together.... Eh, but I love Heidi, so it's okay. XD;;;
Last manga chapter I read was like.... 90? 91? I'm wondering if she's gonna try and finish the series at ch100? Seems like it's really close.
I'll so be pirating anime season two. Getting that fansubbed as soon as I see it out. AND GOD, DOES ANYONE KNOW IF THE CAST IS THE SAME? ;__;
Random entry is random.
No less love, even with less time.
<3
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| Priceless. Just fucking priceless. |
[05 May 2007|01:42am] |
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Prodigy - Smack My Bitch Up |
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Reading Kalika's new Hagaren crackfic, which is set in a sort of Chrno Crusade timeline... And....
BEST LINE EVER:
“He’s gay. Really, really gay. Gayest man that ever gayed. He’s almost a girl!"
-- Winry, taking about Heidrich. XD
I fucking love Kalika and her fics. I either cry, get turned on, or giggle like a retard. <3
Go Here if you like Hagaren, and want an amusing read or twenty.
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| Meme from Kalika-dono |
[29 Mar 2007|05:22pm] |
1. Leave me a comment saying, "Interview me."
2. I respond by asking you five personal questions so I can get to know you better. If I already know you well, expect the questions may be a little more intimate!
3. You will update your LJ with the answers to the questions.
4. You will include this explanation and an offer to interview someone else in the post.
5. When others comment asking to be interviewed, you will ask them five questions.
( Answers to Kalika's questions: )
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| Not Dead |
[08 Nov 2006|03:25pm] |
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Shiina Ringo -- Love Is Blind |
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Playing housewife lately now. Raising a baby and such. It's killing me.
Need to keep in touch with people more, still using GJ as my main journal for now.
If I have time before the baby wakes up, I think I'll finally finish Brothers. <3
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| THE MYSTERY CONTINUES!!! |
[13 Sep 2006|11:40pm] |
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Yay! Ed! |
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Okay, so I should be getting dressed, but....
Michi found the Ed girl's Photobucket account, the same way I did last year--- By accident.
http://s7.photobucket.com/albums/y283/TSilverFox/
So now..... The search continues......
We know this:
She Shows Dogs
She Makes Awesome Costumes & Wigs
Her Name Is Kadagan
Her Alias Is TailzSilverFox
Her Age Is 22
She's A Cute Movie!Ed
This MAY OR MAY NOT be her website:
http://hometown.aol.com/maxmatrix1/index.html
Oh yes.... I AM a stalker, aren't I? X_X;;;
It's amazing what you can do with the internets..... >>;;
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EDIT: Her name may also be Danielle, she may be from Phoenix Arizona, and I think I have her DA account.
http://tailzsilverfox.deviantart.com/
I'm not a creepy stalker, really. All this stuff was found from her photobucket, dhen a link trail off there.... I'm just trying to see if she has a frigging journal somewhere. u_u;;;
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EDIT2: We also now know that she likes playing an online game called Ultima Online, and is the leader of a guild for it. Kadagan seems to be her character name?
http://www.freewebs.com/kadagan/index.htm
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| Not Dead, Just Neglectful |
[13 Sep 2006|06:03pm] |
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 let's DL BL!! |
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The Movie!Ed cosplayer I had a crush on at Anime Vegas last year was there again this year. I feel like such a stalker, but..... Damn. For some reason I just love her. Not sexually, mind you, just.... In a way where I want to carry her away and keep her in a closet. o_o;;; Yes.... I'm.... Weird..... >>;;;
They had a really cute skit, though! ^_^;;;
We spent most of the first day as Nina(me) and Trisha(Michi), only a few people knew who I was, but everybody loved Michi's costume.
They were doing a showing of the FMA movie, but we missed it. That's really too bad, because.... I want to hear what they did for the english cast. @_@;;; ...Funimation so far has had about a 75% sucess rate for casting FMA, so.... I just.... I want to hear Heidi.... X_X;;; Looked up the cast list for the movie on IMDB, and it says that the guy who plays him was also Ban from the dub of Getbackers.... And I don't know whether that's scary or not...... So now I'm searching YouTube to find something with a clip of him in English.... And it just.... Isn't happening.
kalikamaxwell got me interested in the NaNoWriMo thing.... I doubt I can do it this year because of all the shit going on.... But..... I suggested to Michi that we both try to do it next year.
Gah... Sitting at home alone is boring... Kalika needs to post more fics so I can read them. XD;;;
Woot for stalking!
Seriously, sometimes I feel like I should be ashamed of myself.... >>;;
EDIT: I'm so tempted to post pics up from the con and see if that Ed or any of her troupe are on here.... x_x;;
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| Random musings and all that jazz.... |
[02 Jul 2006|05:08pm] |
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Fiona Apple - Criminal |
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Momo gave us a great little game site. Here.
I somehow managed to make a playlist that I can't tell if it's for Aimee/Michi or Al/Ed.... Mostly, I think it's both.... But There are a few songs that may only apply to Michi... x_x;;;
( Thirty Tracks to tell them all... )
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| Oh. My. God. XD;; |
[24 Jun 2006|09:33pm] |
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Daft Punk - Face To Face (Demon Remix) |
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Sweet jesus.... I have finally found something that caught me so off-guard that I almost spewed my drink onto my monitor... XD;;;;
This. From the ToukaKoukan contest thing... "The Hazards of Smoking"
Ah god... Pooky-Bear.... XD;;;
[EDIT: God damn, seriously.... That was.... It was like the most hilarious and disturbing.... It was like a Trainwreck full of Clowns... XD;;; ]
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| RP Updates.... |
[24 Jun 2006|09:18pm] |
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Daft Punk - Face To Face (Cosmo Vitelli Remix) |
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Recently:
+Roku apparently has a crush on Edward Heiderich, now....
+In order to 'help' people, Roku made a deal with Truth to help Truth get a 'new body' in order to take Al's contract onto herself....
+In a brilliant plan to get the Elric brothers together..... Uhm.... Let me explain this one....
Ever since a game of Truth or Dare, Al has been stuck as a girl. In order to get his male form back, he had to be kissed by his brother and kiss back voluntarily. Now, weirdly enough, Ed was willing -- But this time, Alphonse was the one with an Elric Guilt Complex. In order to make things easier, he went to go ask Roku to !poof! him into a kitty -- because as Roku and others have demonstrated, furries tend to go into heat. Of course, she obliged, and then in a mean turn of events decided to poof into a kitty version of Edward, so Al could 'practice'. And, of course, like Al could resist a kitty!Ed that's all over him. BUT! Right when Al gave in and was going to go along with it, Roku switched herself out with the -real- Edward, who was also made feline for the occasion. It took awhile for Alphonse to realize he wasn't a girl anymore, and put two and two together, but when he did.... He freaked out. As usual. But not as usual. More like almost jumping his brother and protesting at the same time. Very odd.
Lord knows where things will go from here.
Expected:
+Elric Angst galore
+Roku's secret to be revealed
My, our delusions are interesting, ne?
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| I want that Array. >>;; |
[23 Jun 2006|01:04pm] |
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HIGHLY amused |
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Daft Punk - Make Love |
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I love how I'm reading a fanfic for the ToukaKoukan contest where like..... LOL!!!
It's THIS one... "Basic Urges"
And right when it gets around to explaining the "Alchemy" of it... THIS song plays... XD;;;
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| IC: 'Truth' |
[17 Jun 2006|01:47pm] |
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Dale North - Close Your Eyes |
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So I talked to the little kitty last night. That was fun. Everyone in this world is so gullable, so guilt-ridden, so masochistic for other people's happiness.... If I were a bit more sadistic, I'd get off on it all. Though, I guess... The six on the hand did a fair job. *grins* Thank you, kitty...
Anyway, it seems that the kitty also wants to strike a deal, to save the boy from suffering. Honestly, she amuses me to no end.... So alike to alchemy with a stone, yet these powers of hers are hereditary.... Could be useful in the long run, maybe. I'm not sure. It may not even work out the same, who knows?
If all goes well, she'll have freed her precious 'trashcan' from his contract, taking it upon herself, and I may eventually have an actual body to use instead of having to continue this symbiote farce.... Of course, that leaves the deal with the current body completed, and the kitty says she'll trade more to keep him alive as well.... Honestly, that cat cares so much that she seems willing to give up everything for the rest of them. It's impossible, really, to think that the world could be so perfect, but they always seem to try for it anyway. And who am I to stop them? I'm only the gatekeeper. It's their own fault what happens after they pay the passage fee.
But it makes me wonder.... Are all these people really worth it? Far be it from me to pry, but I do get curious as to whether all the things that are done are even appreciated.
Either way, I guess it keeps me in business.
After this, if she still wants more, which I'm sure she'll try.... There's still the need to keep the three of them alive... Lung reconstruction, soul-binding, etc.
Good luck, little kitty. You'll need it.
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| Yay! New Icon! |
[16 Jun 2006|03:04am] |
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OUS -- Xenogears Light Album |
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Another icon out of the way, total is now 6/15.....
So proud of these last two, because they look really different from the original artwork... Makes me happeh... ^_^
Roku was being a pervert today and reading lots of fanfiction on ToukaKoukan involving Al and sex..... Got us started, too.... Read the Jungle!Crack story by kalikamaxwell and cofie. I'm so amused by it, and love the artwork... XD;;
Alphonse seems to be getting more and more flustered with the Michi-visit nearing... Perhaps it's just anxiousness to see his brother and his friends, or perhaps it's because he knows he'll probably get molested? Who can tell....
He's been around more often than not, only leaving to switch out with Truth or the Heiderichs, or if there's a chance RP with Aiji.... His bracelet has been on half the time, and the kanji for "Roku" has been written on my hand in colored uniball pen for a few days now.
It makes me laugh a bit thinking that eventually this journal will be found by a stranger, and they'll read this and have no idea what I'm talking about. Kids, I'm a LARPer..... Just wait until you find a character entry. u_u;;
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| Good lord, child!! |
[12 Jun 2006|04:37pm] |
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 o__O;;; just.. uhm..... |
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Pizzicato Five - T.V.A.G. |
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( Pay No Attention To The Man Behind The Curtain.... Talking to Myself Here )
On a side note..... I think I'm going to try and make myself some more icons..... <3
[EDIT: Woo! This is a new icon! Kinda plain, but I still like it, I guess... My image program is teh suck. -- And yes, all the icons on this journal will have Al in them... ^_^;; ]
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